There's the boy...
The one that takes my breath away.
The one who makes my worlds spin 'round.
Who makes me smile when I'm down.
The one who fills my thoughts at night.
I love him with all my heart.

There's the boy..
The one who holds my hand and all the world is right.
I love him so much.
When he looks into my eyes...
I lose myself.
          Lost in his eyes.
   Lost in the warmth of his embrace.
I love him so much.. that I go numb as I watch him walk away...
with my life and heart in his hands.

©From the bedroom floor -DMN - July 30, 2008

Frayed at the edges
Torn apart
Fighting these terrors
Ripping at my heart

I don't know how much more I can take...
before I completely break

what do i do when I'm falling apart?
The only one I could confide in was ripped from my heart.
No where to turn, no one to say everything to

What do I do now that life is falling apart...

without you.

©From the bedroom floor - 10-11-06 ~DMN

My Heart

I'm the girl that you bring home to your parents.
I'm not the girl you invite to a party... because I'm the girl you'd bring home to your parents.

I'm the girl you'll talk to and yet ignore.
I'm the girl that wonders what I'm doing wrong.

I'm the girl who wonders what you're thinking behind that smile.
I'm the girl who wishes to see that smile.

I'm the girl that wishes she could say that one thing.
I'm the girl who smiles just to see you smile back.

I'm the girl who sits alone Friday night.
I'm the girl who does everything right.

You're the boy who missed out.

©From the Bedroom Floor - Feb. 26, 2006 - DMN

Don't tell me I don't know what I'm talking about.
Despair and pain are things I know far too well.
I hurt, I laugh, I bleed, I dance...
I'm just like you

Don't talk to me like I'm four.
I know this world is dark and cruel.
Don't think my life is perfect.
It has it's mountains and valleys.

Don't you see that I bleed?
Don't you see what you're doing to me?
I have my cross to bear,
The weight of it I'll share...
with someone who cares.

I know there's one place I can go
When my cross becomes too much of a load
Don't tell me I don't know despair.
Don't tell me I don't understand.
When you'll never see the big plan.

©From The Bedroom Floor - Jan. 31, 2006 - DMN

My spiritual death, killing me physically every day.
God, how I long to be in full communion once again.
I turned my back to you and became empty.

My spiritual death, slowly destroying my whole being in You.
How I longed to be with you, Lord.
So long I have known you personally then to become so distant...
You never left... it was I who strayed from You.

Father, please welcome me back to your loving embrace.
I missed you dearly!
I was so far away, yet You were always with me.

My spiritual death has become my spiritual birth.

Welcomed back into my Father's arms.
A warm and loving embrace.

© From the bedroom Floor - September 18th, 2005 - DMN